Tuesday, August 18, 2009

and on and on and on!


Please continue to pray for Liz and her side effects from the chemo. She is still experiencing headaches, body pain, and joint pain. Her spirits have fallen and she has spent a few hours in tears this evening. I am really at a loss when this happens because she is always a happy go lucky person. When you want to go to Yost just to get out you know things are bad.
Please keep her in your prayers, she has a lot of things coming up that she would like to do, Heritage Festival, her birthday, freshman orientation, and the first day of school.
Thank you for your faithfulness.
Blessings ~ Christine

Monday, August 17, 2009

Weekend update

Well, as you know Liz started her Interim Phase II on Aug. 13. The blessing in her delay is that we had a family reunion the weekend of the 8th at our house and she was well enough to partake in all the great and crazy things my family finds to do. She also was well enough to meet extended family, Lisa Rowell and her son Aaron, from VT and went to KI and had a great time before she entered into this "easier phase."

I hope this phase gets better because it has not been easy so far. We did have an unexpected trip to Children's last night where she received fluids for hydration, compazine for nausea, vomiting and migraine, and ketorolac for pain. She started to feel good about 1/2 hour into the treatment and fell asleep. We were home between 12 and 1 a.m this morning and she slept the rest of the morning until about 11:00 a.m. I am praying that she is on the upward trend.

Thank you for you continued prayers in this journey.

Blessings ~ Christine

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Best Put by Rob Stoneberger

Rob is a teacher at Sycamore J.H. He is battling his own demon of cancer. You can follow his journey and gain strength from his wisdom. I do. http://www.carepages.com/carepages/StoneysNews/updates/2298701?client_code=default&ipc=mur

Below is something he wrote and he said it so eloquently and it is 100% right on that I felt I had to share it with you because it goes for anything in life that you are dealing with, not just cancer. Insert your own demon into the place of cancer.

"Some days dealing with cancer is 90% mental. It works on your hopes and dreams, your fears and anxieties. Today was not that day. Today felt 100% physical. I feel like I was in a fight with an invisible enemy. I guess from the exterior that is exactly what is going on. I am fighting an enemy within myself that none can see and only I can feel its presence. Luckily, I also have an ally that is equally invisible but 100x’s as strong that never leaves my side. Unlike cancer, everyone around me can feel my ally’s presence. Needless to say it is God."

I know Liz feels like this so much of the time and as a parent, I relate to this feeling of isolation, fears, and anxieties. It goes on within and seldom is let out to rear its ugly head. But I know my ally is bigger than anything life can throw at me.

Keep lifting us up in prayer; God hears you!

Blessings,
Christine

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Not feeling so well



















Liz has been having a rough time since starting this phase on Thursday. She is experiencing emesis (I use this word for the sake of my husband, otherwise it is known to the common lay person as vomiting), bone and joint pain, abdominal pain, jaw ache, debilitating headaches, and leg cramping etc, etc, etc. They checked the cramping in her leg to make sure it was not a blood clot; they feel confident that it is not and went on with the treatment.

Please double up on your prayers for her; pray that the side effects subside and she remains out of the hospital. This phase is easier on her internal organs but makes her more sick with visible and physical side effects.

Thank you for being faithful to Liz and our family.

Blessings ~ Christine

Thursday, August 13, 2009

Here we sit at Children's


Our day started at 5:30 a.m so Lizzy's first part of the morning in done, she has had her LP/IT Methotrexate (chemo in the spine) and it did not go so red hot. She is a tough one to get the fluids out of her spine sometimes on the first "stick" so consequently the doc had to stick hera few times in the lower part of the spine before it was good. I knew as soon as I heard this news that it was not going to be pretty for her. They are now giving her pain meds and anti-nausea meds before she receives her other two chemo's Vincristine and IV Methotrexate. Even though this is suppose to be an easier phase where school could be a possibility, I have been looking at her "road map" for the next 57 days and it has the potential to not be so good either. We started out this phase with a low ANC count, I hope that won't contribute or worsen any of the potential side effects. Please pray that her counts go up and remain at a level where she can start school and get reconnected before she is pulled out in Oct. for the rest of the year. It is now 1:50 p.m and we are going home. She has received all three of the chemos for today and we will be back tomorrow at 10:00 a.m for the rest of her chemo, the peg shots.

The ride home did not go well. She was blaming me for not feeling well, saying that it was my driving. HA, I am a darn good driver. Unfortunately she did get sick on the way home while in the fast lane. Of all times to forget the barf bucket! I felt really bad for her and she felt bad about the mess. I just pulled over and took take of what I could and now my wonderful husband is cleaning out the rest of the car. God did give me an amazing husband and terrific family. I do love my life, LIG!

Liz is such a brave and tough girl. Now I see why she excels in spots and academics. Nothing is going to stop her; may slow her down and cause some pain but it will not stop her. I am so proud of how she is dealing with her life being turned upside down and then for good measures, jumbled and scrambled after that. Seeing all of these kids on this floor is a life changing event/ordeal. I am so amazed by their spirit. This little boy in the recovery room with Liz was so concerned with her and why she was not waking up and what was wrong with her. He knows Liz but did not recognize her without hair, he is only about four.

Please continue to pray for minimal side effects of these nasty chemo's, her counts to stay high, and she is able to attend Spirit Day and start school, also you can go to our team website for Light the Night and sign up to walk with Joel, Liz. and our families at http://pages.lightthenight.org/soh/ButlerCo09/clothrop

Blessings,
Christine

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

Life is always good!


Westhoven Family Reunion Aug. 7-10, 2009


Just wanted to give everyone a quick up-date on Elizabeth. She is doing great and has ended her Delayed Intensification I Phase. We are now waiting for her counts to come up so we can continue and go on to Interim Phase II. She was suppose to start this phase on Aug. 4, but her platelet count was only at 68k and they need to be at 75K. Her ANC was high, for a cancer patient, at 1300 but by Thur. it had dropped to 780. By all accounts, both counts were high enough to start on Fri., Aug. 7 but because her ANC had dropped so rapidly, they dropped due to her being sick last weekend, they canceled the already rescheduled start date and have now given us the date of Aug. 13. Liz will have blood work done tomorrow to make sure her counts are high enough and we will then be a go for Thursday.

Liz will have an LP with chemo and Vincristine on Thurs. and we will go back on Fri. for the Peg shots. She is pretty miserable after these chemos. The only problem with the chemos are the onset of the side effects have not been consistent. Sometimes they hit her 8 to 12 hours after and sometimes 7 to 10 days after.
Liz does not mind the delays any more because we have found out that it does not take away from the end date. That is right, we have an end date, a no more chemo day ........DRUM ROLL PLEASE .......... Feb. 17, 2011, GOD WILLING, is the last day she will ever take another chemotherapy treatment. I know it is 1.6 years away but it is the light at the end of our tunnel. This is the day my little girl can start to truly dream again and feel normal.

Leah has ended her treatment for Leukemia and is now on the road to waiting for the CURE word. I believe she is 10 years out for a cure too. Please continue to pray for the cure for Leah and that she stays healthy. Also, pray for Ellen and Tony that they may feel comfort at not giving her chemo anymore. This is a quite a scary step for the parents. All of the sudden you are not giving her anything and for the past seven months you have had to monitor Leah so closely. She is still receiving blood products because her cell counts are not completely recovered from her last stay in the hospital but before long, this will be a distant memory for Leah.

Please keep my brother-in-law in your prayers. He was on a mission trip in Haiti, he goes every year, but this year we have just found out he contracted Malaria. He is pretty sick with chills, fever, he is lethargic, pale and has a host of other side effects. I know he will be OK, God is good and will surround John with healing but please pray for minimal side effects, comfort for John, Linda, Ryan, and Nicole, and a true feeling of peace during his complete healing time.

If you would like to walk with Liz/Joel and our families at the Light the Night Walk in Mason on Sept. 17, please go to our website and register to walk with our team at: http://pages.lightthenight.org/soh/ButlerCo09/clothrop


Please pray for:
minimal side effects from the chemo
no abdominal pain
no bone/joint pain
Liz to stay hydrated
the families on A5 South
comfort for Alex and his family

May God bless you and may you know his love he has for each one of you.
Blessings,
Christine

Monday, August 3, 2009

Light the Night billboards!

 
How many will you see? There are 32 billboards scattered around the tri-state!
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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Prayers for Justin and update on Liz


Justin is my 10 year old nephew from New Jersey. He was born premature, has ADHA, and yesterday was diagnosed with Type I Juvenile Diabetes. He is still in the hospital learning the ropes of his "new normal." He is doing well but is also having a tough time understanding that he can not just eat whatever or whenever he wants without checking his counts and giving himself shots. I did some research on the Internet about Diabetes and found out that type 1 diabetes occurs when the body's immune system attacks and destroys certain cells in the pancreas, an organ about the size of a hand that is located behind the lower part of the stomach. These cells -- called beta cells -- are contained, along with other types of cells, within small islands of endocrine cells called the pancreatic islets. Beta cells normally produce insulin, a hormone that helps the body move the glucose contained in food into cells throughout the body, which use it for energy. But when the beta cells are destroyed, no insulin can be produced, and the glucose stays in the blood instead, where it can cause serious damage to all the organ systems of the body. For this reason, people with type 1 diabetes must take insulin in order to stay alive. Justin will be seeing an Oncology Doctor, cancer doctor, just like Liz. Please keep Justin and his family in your prayers so that Justin will have and lead a healthy and successful lifestyle for the rest of his life.

Liz is finally done with the dreaded Delay Intensification I phase. Last Tuesday she took her last chemo of this phase and now we are in the count recovery phase. We had her blood drawn this morning at Liberty and her counts are back. ANC (immune system) 220. She is going up, last week she was at 140. What this means is she is neutropenic, absolutely NO immune system. WBC (white blood cell) 0.9, Hemoglobin ( blood in the oxygen) 10.8, and Platelets 75k. Liz received two units of platelets last week. The fist unit was from a single donor. The second unit was from six different people because they are short on platelet donors. If you have an hour to give and would like to help out with the shortage, call Hoxsworth Blood Center in Mason at (513) 451-0910 to set up your appointment. To give blood you do not need an appointment and it only takes about 25 min. from the whole sign in to donating your blood. We are looking for her ANC to be 750 and her platelets to be 75k to move on to the Interim Phase II on Tuesday Aug. 4.

Here is the 411 on Lizzy's next phase. There is NO day 29! This means that she will forge through this phase no matter what her counts are. Interim II will last 57 days from the start date.
Day 1 Liz will receive Vincristine, IV Methotrexate, and IT Methotrexate. IV is intravenous and IT is Intrathecal,
through her spine.
Day 3,4,or 5 she will receive the Peg Asparaginase shots.
Day 11, 21, 31, and 41 she will receive Vincristine and IV Methotrexate
Day 31 she will receive the peg Asparaginase shot and IT Methotrexate

All of these are chemos but should not effect her counts too bad and she will be able to start school! She is very excited about that and I am thrilled that she will feel "normal" for a little while. If Liz starts on time, Aug. 4, she will end the phase September 29th, go into Delayed Intensification II on Oct. 6, with it ending sometime around Dec. 15th and WE WILL BE IN MAINTENANCE! Light at the end of the tunnel.

The Brown's and the Lothrop's will be manning a booth at the Mason Heritage Festival Aug. 22, from 10 a.m. to 8 p.m We are looking for friends of Joel and Lizzy's to help hold down the booth for an hour or two hour increments starting at noon and going through 6:00 p.m. If you or your child is interested in helping out to raise awarness for The Leukemia/Lymphma Society and also help in raising money for Light the Night walk for Team Blazin with <3 please give me a call at 513-349-5966, email me at rlothrop@cinci.rr.com, or reply on the blog with the time you can do. Thanks in advance for your help.

Please pray for the follow:
My nephew Justin and his diagnoses
Bobby and Leah, Lizzy's friends on A5 South. Their health continues to get better
The staff
Minimal side effects for Liz. She has had a few bad days in here

Continuing to pray for all of you and ask for God's blessings upon you.
Christine

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Only Hope!

Medical update



I have not done this in awhile and I know that some of you do like to know more of the medical side so here goes. You may remember hearing of these two chemo's before ..... they are back. They never go away for too long. They seem to be brutal on her body but they are a necessary evil. Liz takes several medications a day that are pretty much a staple in her treatment plan, the chemo's come and go and come and go. It seems to me that the ones that always come back are the ones that are the worst.

PEG-asparaginase, pronounced: as- Pa-ruh-jih-NAYZ. The drug is given by injection into a large muscle or vein.
This medication is used to treat: acute lymphocytic leukemia.
Pegaspargase is in a class of drugs known as enzymes; it slows or stops the growth of cancer cells in your body. The length of treatment depends on the types of drugs you are taking, how well your body responds to them, and the type of cancer you have. It is a form of the drug asparaginase that is linked to a substance called PEG, which makes the drug stay in the body longer. I hate this chemo because it takes three nurses to give it to her. They stand over her thigh and count to three and at the same time they all stab her thigh muscle. It just seems so barbaric to me but I know it is a necessary evil.

Side effects from pegaspargase are common and include:
nausea and vomiting, loss of appetite, diarrhea, abdominal pain, headache, numbness or tingling in the fingertips, fatigue, dizziness, lightheadedness, feeling of faintness, night sweats, fever, muscle pain, stiffness in your joints, yellowing of the skin or eyes, seizures.

Unfortunately Liz is experiencing some vomiting, headache, fatigue, night sweats, and abdominal pain from this chemo.

Vincristine, another chemo, is given through a vein by intravenous injection (IV push) or infusion (IV). There is no pill form.
Vincristine is a vesicant. A vesicant is a chemical that causes extensive tissue damage and blistering if it escapes from the vein. The nurse or doctor who gives Vincristine must be carefully trained.

Side effects of Vincristine:
an allergic reaction (including difficulty breathing; closing of the throat; swelling of the lips, tongue, or face; or hives);
nerve problems (such as burning, pricking, or tingling; loss of reflexes, or difficulty walking);
little or no urine production, painful or difficult urination, or excessive urination;
constipation or abdominal cramps;
nausea, vomiting, or loss of appetite;
weight and muscle loss or wasting;
inflammation and sores on the lips or inside the mouth;
hearing problems;
vision problems;
jaw, throat, bone, back, or limb pain;
headache;
temporary hair loss; or
redness, burning, or irritation at the injection site

As you can read, some of the side effects overlap from the asparaganise but she also is having limb pain, hair loss, sores inside the mouth, muscle loss, vomiting, nausea, and loss of appetite. These symptoms usually last about three or four days, just long enough for her to go back in and repeat the process for the next week. We do have the side effects pretty well controlled on pain meds and anti-nausea medication. Liz did have a break through today and we had to give her a a different anti-nausea medication but it worked. She has been in bed sleeping all day and probably will be tomorrow too.

This Tuesday will be her last dose of chemo for this phase. We are hoping that by Aug. 4, she will start Intrim Phase II. We also meet with Dr. Brenneman, who will be doing her radiation, Thur. Aug. 6, at 8:00 a.m. Hopefully he can put our minds at ease a little and give us a roadmap to follow and what to expect when we get to that phase.

Please continue to pray for:
the families and children on A5 South
for Liz's doctors, nurses, and any one that comes in contact with Liz
for Leah, that her ANC comes in so she can be done with her treatment
for Alex and his family that they may find closure
and for Lizzy side effects to be minimal

Blessing to all of you,
Christine

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Shooters!

What Liz saw when she entered Shooters Monday night!
 
The Ladies that made it happen: Crystal Brown & Lindsey Farroh
 
So everyone kept telling Liz she looked like Miley Syrus...here is her impression from last summer!
Thanks to all for a wonderful evening!

Sunday, July 19, 2009

Liz is doing great!







So far ... So good! We finally were able to go past day 29 on July 8th and it felt wonderful. Once in the second half of the phase the first obstacle she faced was the dreaded Ara-stikin-C chemo which this time around we can proudly take out the stinkin in AraC. She has done exceptionally well on this drug this time. If I understood the docs correctly, Liz was the first patient to go to camp while on AraC. Camp, that would be the next obstacle which she hurdled with ease.

Every year Children's hosts a Hematology/Oncology Camp out at Camp Joy for one week. The teens on the floor were pretty excited about going out there and just being together. Liz was the only one in question at the time and it looked pretty unlikely that she would be able to go. However, as it turned out Liz did get to go. We took her out on Sun., picked her up on Tues., for her lumbar puncture with IT Methotrexate (chemo in the spine) and her second round of AraC. We were going to take her back to camp if she felt good but needless to say she was down for the count and finally got out of bed around 7 pm. Liz did go back to camp Wed. morning and finished out the week when we then picked her up at 10:00 am Friday. It was fun for her and Joel to get away and feel (in her words) normal. She was sad that Leah, Alex, Critter, and Bobby were not able to make it to the camp because they were too sick and/or in the hospital. Next year will be a fun year at camp and she can not wait to share it with all her friends.

Next obstacle was the kick-off for Light the Night that evening, July 17. Your prayers are amazing because she beat this one too. Actually we took advantage of the fact her counts were still so high and went straight down to the Zoo, ran to Melissa G's house to freshen up before going to Willie's on the river for the start of the kick-off. Liz and Joel both spoke as the Honored Hero's of Mason for Light the Night, September 17 at 7:00 p.m. If you would like to donate in honor of these two to the Leukemia/Lymphoma Society, go to my website at http://pages.lightthenight.org/soh/ButlerCo09/clothrop look for their faces to be on a billboard on 71/75. There will be a little girl named Rachel in the photo too, she is the hero for Sawyer Point. The night ended with a victory and Friday night fireworks at the Red's game. It was so much fun for all the volunteers of the LLS and for the Brown's and Lothrop family.

The third obstacle remains to be be seen, we will find out after her blood draw on Monday. There is a fundraiser at Shooters in Loveland for Liz and Leah. We know that Leah will not be able to attend but are praying Lizzy's counts are good and she will be able to come. If you need a flyer, it is in a post about three back. Print if off and come out to eat and have a good time. Hope to see you there.

On to the rest of this phase. We are down to two more weeks of chemo and one week of recovery time ....hahaha ...... last recovery time was a month delay. Her platelets started dropping at the end of camp so I am pretty sure she will be needing platelets next week at some point. If all goes as planned she will go into Interim Maintenance #2 Aug. 4th. I am getting a little emotional typing this. I am beginning to see the home stretch. Liz has "fought the good fight" and we are seeing the end of the year and the end of this toughest part of the treatment coming to an end. Don't get me wrong, we still have a good five months of ups and downs but we are seeing the end of the toughest part. 8.5 months ago we could not see past the next five minutes and now we are looking into a bright and wonderful future. I will stop now before I ramble on even more. But I really can not even begin to put into words the love and support we have received for all of you. The only way to know what we are feeling is to experience it and as awful as it has been, we have been blessed a hundred times more.

Thank you and we love and feel blessed for each and everyone of you.
Blessings,
Christine

Monday, July 13, 2009

Leukemia/Lyphoma Mission Video

This is a video put together by the LLS for a fundraiser last week. This cancer hits all, young and old. Liz is in it as well as Joel. Critter, Bobby, and Leah are in the video at some point too however, I doubt you will recognize them.

Cut and past the link below.

http://www.youtube.com/user/SouthernOhioLLS#play/all/uploads-all/0/UxmU5
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Enjoy ~ Christine

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

We are here!



Here we sit with her wonderful team of doctors, Dr. Jen, Dr. Absalon, Mary Snow, our Nurse Coordinator, and Angela, our Clinic Nurse Practisioner, all dresses up with her port now accessed. All of Lizzy's medical team has been in to see her and ask her all the pertinent questions that she just loves to answer. I swear if you heard her answer these questions you would think she is not a well educated child, it is so embarrassing. I told her I am going to secretly tape her so she can hear what she sounds like .... UGH!

We are now waiting to go over to the main OR on floor 3 in the B building. Her procedure, LP with chemo, is at 11:00 am. Her tummy sounded really nice to Dr. Absalon through his stethoscope. On OR days they love to hear the tummy grumble, it means their stomach is empty the way it should be.

We are so excited to be here and start on finishing out this phase; even though it is going to knock her for a loop. Her counts will be down most of the time and she will be very susceptible to any illness that is out side of our little world on Windy Hollow Way. It will be very important for you to call first before coming to visit. Please call ME, not Elizabeth for verification to visits. She will tell you yes because she wants to see you even if she knows it is not in her best interest. However, along with low counts she will be outwardly pretty sick. The first half of this phase is harder on the internal organs but the second half is more visible to the outsider and physically makes her sick with flu like symptoms. These are the drugs that landed her unexpectedly in the hospital at Christmas 2008.

Thank you for your continued prayers during this delay and over the past eight and half months.

Blessings,
Christine

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Leah & Liz...in the house! (double click below)

You can check out an awesome video of Leah @ http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZsyztnLGUgk